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How He Saved Me *On Hold* ❤ (A One Direction Fanfiction)

BaileyKatrina_Love1D

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Parts 6
Time 30m

BaileyKatrina_Love1D

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“I just want to say a final goodbye to everyone I know. Let you know that I loved you, but I can’t stay in this world anymore.”. This was Sophie’s way of saying goodbye. Through a twitcam that is. Saving it and putting it on her Facebook afterward, she would let everyone know why she had to leave, and why things are they way they are. 

No one had yet taken the time to look at her twitcam. No one had gone on hers called ‘My Suicide Goodbye’, to even tell her to stop. It seemed like the whole world was coming to an end for her, her time was dwindling as it was nearing two, and she had planned to finish the video in a minute by saying ‘I love you’ to a few people in her life. 

“I would love to finish by saying, I love some of you so much. Like.” she started but stopped when she had one viewer now. “The viewer I have right now.” she checked the username but had to do a doubletake. “OneDirection_Verified”.

This one viewer of her suicide goodbye would change her mind, and in the end, her life.All Rights Reserved

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Une Fleure Fanée by jwedek5352

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Aria's Story by daissydarling

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Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

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Ricky dillon's sister by ngc_17

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You Can't Save Me.. by _silent_screamer_

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Camisado || Brallon by Lovaticatthedisco

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