Too Late

I heard him screaming at me, couldn't make it out because his anger was so great. He cornered me. Next to me was a window, a large window. Big enough for 3 people to jump out of at the same time. I stare at it while he yells. When i turn back he slaps me on the face for not listening and also parting for wanting to leave. He throws me to the floor, Picks me up then... He pushes me. Out the window I go.

Im so terrified i cant even scream, as i fall i think why did i let my life get to this point. Why didnt i leave when he beat me, why didnt i leave when he cut me off from my family, why did i trust him. Then i think, it was because of my insecurity. I didnt think I was pretty or capable of getting someone. And when I finally did I couldnt let go,Couldnt let do of someone who mistreats me because he actually showed interest. That was my mistake and I know so now.

If i live ill change, I think to my self. But its too late, These events have come back to haunt me. And its too late

Its too late

Its too late

I feel pain as my head smashes into the ground, I see black and then... Its over