Dan has a YouTube career, and of course his best friend and flatmate, Phil.
When they are going for a walk one day, Dan almost gets runover by a car, and realizes he had been dead, had he not jumped away.
After that, Phil begins to get nightmares about losing Dan, and doesn't get much sleep.
Dan slowly begins to realize he has feelings for Phil he didn't have before.
They scare him, Phil is his best friend, how could he?
Little does Dan know that Phil has a broken heart, and hides a big secret.
**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.