Stuck in a Haze
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Ongoing12m
Last published Sat, Jun 8, 2013
On the regular, if I can't sleep or don't wanna go out to free run I just smoke a joint and wait until the sleep kicks in. Weed works better then any sleeping pill out there, that, I can guarantee. There's more to what I have to say though. This isn't a story about my passion for free running or my admiration for weed. No, this story is about how I met someone that changed everything about me. After I met her my responsibilities changed, my outlook on life, and the way I deal with pain changed too. It started on my birthday.
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