Not Crazy
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Última publicación dom, mar 12, 2017
They hide right under your nose; the strong-headed people you can always count on to never feel, but to always be offended.
He doesn't seem like he would be able, but the one thing you should know is-
They're always capable.
We're always capable.
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In other words, just some short ramblings of my sleep-deprived mind ranging from horror to just pure depression. haHAHA.
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