Not My Fault (BxB)
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Some of this story is set on private due to self harming, violence and sexual contact between boy x boy, so if you do want to read my story I'm afraid you shall have to follow me.
Quinn is a Sixteen year old boy who is hiding a secret, a secret he is struggling to keep to himself.
For a little over a year, Quinn has been a abused and raped by his step brother Noah, he feels powerless against the older stronger boy and has taken to self harming to feel something different, to control the pain he feels. But being made to go to a therapist Quinn's secret is no-longer a secret. Will his life improve when his secret is finally out or will it finally push Quinn over the edge?.
I hope you enjoy the story, I am dyslexic so there may be spelling mistakes, please try and put up with them. Thank you :) (All Rights Reserved)
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