The Girl Behind The Shadow Introduction

I once remember this girl died from my school and the whole school went crazy and wanted a minute silence and all that, but they didn't let them. So people started a riot and refused to go to class until they got that minute silence. Would that happen for me? Or would they just continue on with their daily lives? What about my friends? I don't feel like I am their friend, I feel like I am a bad disease that you can't get rid like cancer it all ends in the same way death.