We Haven't Texted In 10 Days

Warning: contains language suited for mature audiences only. Don't say I didn't warn you.
If I know you in real life, don't put your ear to this, and if you do, never bring it up.
This isn't really a story, it's more like a diary. It's not very consistent, you might not be able to understand it at all. It's just a way to make me become more honest with myself, by putting those thoughts out there in a format that feels a bit less anonymous than Whisper. If you get curious, and you have questions, I don't mind answering them privately.
Reading this, you might think I'm a very pessimistic person, but the truth is, I just have my demons, like everyone does. This thing is gonna be somewhat of a mess. Scratch that, it's gonna be a mess. It's not supposed to make a whole lot of sense, they're just snippets of feelings, stuff I probably shouldn't put on the Internet.