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Withheld Insanity

Our_1Dirty_World

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Our_1Dirty_World

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When you push away everything and everyone in hopes of not ending up hated and hating, you can also find yourself pushing away the person who is the only one able to fix you. No, not fix... as cliche as it sounds; love you.

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This story means a lot to me. It kinda tells my story, but like in my future (or what I hope to be my future), so this is all really close to me. I don't think I've ever spent so much time trying to perfect anything before, so I really hope you like it.

I have to warn you, there is a few dirty bits in this. They're cute, but it's still sex, so yeah... I will put out a warning at the beginning of those parts, so if you don't want to read it, you don't have to.

NB! This story is also posted on my personal account @johanne310 !!! I just want to let you all know that nothing is stolen! It's just that I'm the same person on two different accounts.

PLEASE ENJOY!All Rights Reserved

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Hannah

Hannah And her Happy Harem After spending her entire life training to become an Olympic level gymnast only to suffer one too many injuries for her body to stay competitive in the sport she loved. Hannah finds herself in deep financial trouble. With few marketable skills outside the gym. To pay the bills and help her family, Hannah comes up with a creative, exotic side business. She got a little carried away being creative with the business aspect though and might be in over her head. Everything had been going fine. No one had noticed what she was doing, her business was doing great. She was able to take care of herself and her father comfortably. That is until her latest performance circuit. She had finally booked some big shows, a top tier set at Red, a night performing at a new drag cabaret bar, and finally a private show for an international company. It was supposed to be another long weekend of working two jobs at once. Just like all the other ones she had suffered through the past three years. Except on this trip, irresistible men keep finding her, and she can't find it in herself to resist. One after another, Hannah finds men she can't stop thinking about, men who feel like they are a part of her. Men who know how to pleasure her in ways she had no idea she needed. Men who have more than a few confessions to make to her when the time is right. Enjoy trailing behind Hannah through a whirlwind, steamy romance. Smut warning of highest order. It is reverse harem after all. Girl is going to get it good friends.