Young and Beautiful

(Guys this is a sad one with loads of fluff and stuff but it is sad)
What did 'okay' even mean? Was it even a real feeling? Dan didn't know, but he did know that if it was a real feeling, then he certainly wasn't 'okay'. With his depression returning along with his self-loathing thoughts, would he last a week without Phil?
Phil was constantly worried on his trip, he just wanted to come home to his Dan and the beautiful smile that always followed after every kiss. But is it too late? Can Phil reach Dan in time? And what if solving one problem leads to another...? But who cared? As long they were together, nothing could break them.