insomniac / l.s.
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Last published Sat, Mar 21, 2020
insomniac
"if you love someone, you tell them. Even if you're scared it's not the right thing. Even if you're scared it will cause problems. Even if you're scared it will burn your life to the ground, you say it and you say it loud. Then you go from there"
an 18 year old quiet boy who writes letters to his " boyfriend " when he can't sleep.
:lowercase sometimes intended, warnings: talking about disorders, (maybe) self harm, bullying:
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