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After note to Matt

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my uncle Matt committed suicide on January 21, 2011. He really wasn't blood but he was that close. We grew up together and he was 8 years older than me. He was always there for me and my brother. we were the last people to talk to him that night that he died. He did it 6 days before my birthday and i was so devistated. For 9 months i was extreamly depressed, i did a lot of things i shouldn't have and i know he would have kicked a lot of peoples asses for. Then 3 days after i lost my virginity to a huge player. i met the man i love the most in this world and brought me out to be who i use to be and better.
I might write about my experience but i think it'll take time it's still pretty fresh and I'll stil cry a lot but it's up to you. It wont be a story everything about it would be real. I would just like to put it out there so people can see the light at the end of every tunnel. I made it out alive anybody can.Todos los derechos reservados

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