His voice shoots chills up and down my spine his touch paralyses me he. Haunting my dreams, haunting my life. With each turn comes a new obstacle of pain, and the threat that he will be there. My life was really never normal my parents never did pay attention to me or my siblings. My child was ruined by secrets and abuse of all types. I use to be close to my father but it was ruin when something catistrofic happened in my child hood. Plus you couldn't depend on anything for my dead beat mother she was a druggy and an alcoholic, she pawned all of her intelligent children on my father who couldn't even take care of one child let alone four children. (I'm apologizing ahead of time for my spelling errors if I make any please comment and tell me)