Take A Look Inside (a Johnlock fanfic)
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Last published Mon, Jul 11, 2016
"This wasn't supposed to happen."
New York, 1989.
Sherlock Holmes is an addict. From the second-hand smoke to rolling marijuana under the bleachers, and even going as far as seeing other realities during an acid trip, Sherlock needs harmful substances. He needs something-anything that will remind him that he's still living and breathing; he's still here.
John Watson was there when his father died on the operation table. Ever since, he felt a deep need to make things right. Unfortunately, there are other plans for him waiting out on a bloody field.
When Sherlock's path crosses John's, neither are really sure who is helping the other. All they know is that they need each other, but sometimes the stars just don't align.
"This wasn't supposed to happen."
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