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Deep [On Hold]
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Last published Tue, Sep 3, 2013
Even the prettiest people feel ugly and unwanted. Even the perfect people have flaws. Even the people smiling are dying inside. It not always what it seems. Taylor feels this way. But it's showing more each day. All you have to do, is look, really look, deep in her eyes. Just go DEEP.
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