The truth of the matter
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The truth of the matter, the truth of the matter is that we all have a pain, a hate, an undeniable feeling of loneliness within us. We fight our battles with the help of ourselves but our own mind turns on us, leaving us defenseless to the hatred of ourselves slowly eating away on us from the inside out until we cant handle it, until we bring ourselves to death. Our silent screams and pleas aren't heard by those who matter most in our lives...you say your fine, but are you really? Is it the fear and loss that brings you to lie? What are we supposed to do with these feelings inside i wonder.
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