Take a glimpse into the life of eighteen year old, chronically depressed, schizophrenic, Samantha Bray as she struggles with her mental illness and longing for her family to accept her sexuality. Samantha was fine on the surface. Friendly, kind, hardworking, put others first, always smiling, always at church. It's not hard to see why her coming out was such a shock to several people. Almost as shocking as her month long stay in a behavioral health hospital after a schizophrenic episode leading to a panic attack. Hear her silently screaming for help.