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They aren't just sars. They're my life.

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There are those people who have secrets. Secrets they're too scared to talk about. So scared that they keep it inside for years and years, and eventually even the strong ones break. Yet they still keep it hidden deep down, and let it get to them.  Niall and Amy never had it easy as a kid. But they take more time than they should have to get it out. And it gets to them. They spend their day smiling. Laughing. But their nights? They spend those crying themselves to sleep, and drying up the blood from their scaring thighs.   But they aren't just scars. They're their lives.  The lives that are breaking them down.  The lives they've lived for years.  The lives they wanna quit.All Rights Reserved

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Ziall-Unfaithful by zialllover

One night of unexpected passion changed everything. Zayn was in a relationship with Niall's best friend. It seemed as though Niall and Zayn shared nothing but hate. One night changed that. One night a argument between Niall and Zayn turned to passion. Feeling neither of them wanted to surface came up. They fall inlove even though it's wrong. What happens when neither of them can hide anymore? What happens when the love they share won't be hidden away?

Spaces | Niall Horan by InaraShiraz

“From every single person who has hurt me, I never expected the worst to be from you.” Tears escape my eyes. I don’t think I can ever forget this day. “I’m so, so sorry.” He looks down. “It’s done. It is over.” “What do you mean?“ His eyes were red. Very red. It was breaking both of us apart. “The spaces between us is deep… so deep that none of us could reach for each other anymore.” I breathe. “So then?” “Let’s just end it all here.” _______________________________ Update 11/11/15: This is a completed story. I will be editing the entire book starting from today! SEQUEL IS UP!

The Frozen Heart (Ziall) by Caliske_XP

People are scared of me. Scared of my appearance Scared of my touch Scared of my presence Because I am a freak I didn't ask for this 'gift'. I didn't want to freeze everything I touch. But this is who I am. Hated... So I ran away. ~ Niall Horan, the ice boy. Only looking in his eyes would tell you that he is something special. The extraterrestrial icy blue colour, blond hair and pale skin are dead give-aways. And special he is. He has a heart of ice. Everything he touches freezes instantly. But people hate him for it, think he's a mistake of nature. Even his own parents. So, he ran away. With no money and just a backpack filled with clothes, he travels through the country, thinking he's the only one with a gift like this. Oh boy, was he wrong...

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Forgotten➳n.h. by michaelsvodka

"Right now, we don't want to love each other, but we do. Our relationship is toxic, but we can't be without each other," he says, "even when we don't want to be." I look into his baby blue eyes, speechless. He just looks at his feet, but then back at me. "We'll see," I tell him. ------------------------ a/n hi sorry i wrote this book when i was basically a baby child think, so it's not very good but has had some editing so i apologize for how bad it is. a/n it's been 5 years since i wrote this book and it fuckin sucks so like if u wanna torture ur self then read it ig

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