Jonaliamil

I just closed my locker as I entered the building. They walked by me with their stupid faces but I just wanted them both, I wanted both of them. They were holding hands and walking down the hall together, I wanted to puke but then again I realized that both of them were the only reason I wanted to exist, I guess I just didn't like them together I guess - I said to myself, I need them separate, just for once. But how? How can I find who's the one that's for me? Why can't I just have both, I mean I know that it'll never happen but, I can dream right? Then I had a sudden idea, I know its a stupid one but, I thought maybe I should talk to both of them, maybe they'll give me the courage to love them. So then after they kissed each other goodbye I went up to the girl, Lian, she's easier, girls are easier to make yours right? They're a lot sweeter than guys so I guess she'll be more understanding. I walk up to her and say "h-hey I'm Kamil". She looks at me and laughs saying