"I mix music with my laptop. I know it's not necessarily good music, but it's original. I already know I'm not going anywhere as of right now. I'm just a stupid girl with stupid dreams who will never achieve them or anything anyway. What does anyone care about a desperate wanna-be britney? Nothing. I'm gum at the bottom of their shoes and that's all I ever will be. At the bottom. Worthless." Thats what I told myself everyday as I looked in the mirror. Just look at me now.