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Butterflies

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"Do it Hayden, it'll make you feel better."       Glaring at my therapist I put my pen to paper.   'My name is Hayden jones. I am 15 and my birthday is June 5th. I suffer from depression and I am suicidal. After my fourth failed suicide attempt my family has decided to move to the middle of Texas. In absolutely no where. Supposedly moving here is suppose to make me happy and magically cure me of my depression. Or so my family thinks. They have no idea that the hell they call my life, just got worse. And yet, in Texas, I learned how to smile.' ~complete~(BOYXBOY) The cover has nothing to do with the book, only a tempAll Rights Reserved

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