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Butterflies

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Reads 22,526
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Parts 20
Time 2h 29m

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"Do it Hayden, it'll make you feel better."       Glaring at my therapist I put my pen to paper.   'My name is Hayden jones. I am 15 and my birthday is June 5th. I suffer from depression and I am suicidal. After my fourth failed suicide attempt my family has decided to move to the middle of Texas. In absolutely no where. Supposedly moving here is suppose to make me happy and magically cure me of my depression. Or so my family thinks. They have no idea that the hell they call my life, just got worse. And yet, in Texas, I learned how to smile.' ~complete~(BOYXBOY) The cover has nothing to do with the book, only a tempAll Rights Reserved

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❝how do you kill a monster without becoming one?❞ In the last city ruled by man, fish soar in the skies above and monsters lurk in the alleys below. Ten years ago, Jase lost both his legs and his mother to one such monster. However, tragedy couldn't bind Jase's soul forever and he once again found himself standing on legs of metal and magic with the white-hot flame of vengeance raging in the very depths of his heart and mind. With his dark desires leading him, Jase will kill the monster who stole these things from him, even if he has to rip her heart out with his bare hands. CONTENT WARNINGS (18+) Profanity, graphic violence and gore, implications of abuse, self-destructive actions, self-harm, suicidal ideation and attempt, minor character death, and morally-questionable people doing morally-questionable things. [[WORD COUNT: 110,000]]

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I fell in love with my Bully by OceanKing00000000

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❝how do you kill a monster without becoming one?❞ In the last city ruled by man, fish soar in the skies above and monsters lurk in the alleys below. Ten years ago, Jase lost both his legs and his mother to one such monster. However, tragedy couldn't bind Jase's soul forever and he once again found himself standing on legs of metal and magic with the white-hot flame of vengeance raging in the very depths of his heart and mind. With his dark desires leading him, Jase will kill the monster who stole these things from him, even if he has to rip her heart out with his bare hands. CONTENT WARNINGS (18+) Profanity, graphic violence and gore, implications of abuse, self-destructive actions, self-harm, suicidal ideation and attempt, minor character death, and morally-questionable people doing morally-questionable things. [[WORD COUNT: 110,000]]