Zu früh zum leben
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Tagssuizid
War bei meiner Geburt ein Jemand
und wurde dann zum Niemand
Wurde oft verletzt
und in große Angst versetzt
Sie dachten nicht daran, mich zu verschonen
stürzten mich in tiefe Depressionen
Mit Freude quälten sie meine Seele
hörten nicht den Schrei in meiner Kehle
Daraufhin versuchte ich mich umzubringen
wollte aus dem Fenster springen
Doch ich blieb am Leben
das mir nichts mehr hatte zu geben
War vollgepumpt mit Schmerz und Leid
ich glaube, ja ich war bereit
Meine Bewegungen waren sehr leise
als ich mich legte auf die Gleise
Legte mich auf's kalte Eisen
wartete auf das Zittern der Gleisen
Die grellen Scheinwerfer blitzten auf aus der Dunkelheit
und ich wusste, ja ich war bereit
War bereit zu gehen
auch wenn es die Anderen nicht verstehen
Werde sein an einem besseren Ort
besser als hier ist es nur dort
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