Thinking Of Suicide?

You've skipped school for the 4th time this week because when you go, you get bullied. The kids call you names, they throw things at you, they hit you, just plain out torture you.

You're all alone in your house.
Mum & Dad are at work, and your siblings are at school.
You think to yourself, "Should I just give up now?"
You don't want to die, but you can't take this pain anymore.
You've tried everything else.
Writing, singing, talking about it, medication.. Nothing seems to work.
You go into your room, and on your mirror, is a picture of your boyfriend.
You start to cry.
You don't want to leave him alone in this world.
But you think to yourself, he's moving. He'll find someone prettier, skinnier, and someone better in every way.
Then you see the picture of your siblings.
You think for a second that they'll miss you, but you stop after you remember all the things they've said & done just to hurt you.
You continue to cry as you grab the blade from your jewelry box.
You send your boyfr