What I Think

Rainy evening, im here sitting lonely with myself. Barely breathing, thinking how am i suppose to comfort myself in this situation. I was fcking doing everything to make every person closed to me, happy. Little they know i, myself have a problem of being happy. TIRED. I'M FUCKING TIRED AND I DONT KNOW WHY. IM FUCKING TIRED. TIRED OF FAKING EVERYTHING. And this is one of my greatest pain; THE MOMENT I WANTED TO CRY ALL MY SHITS IN LIFE, ALL THE PAINS AND ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKES MY LIFE HEAVY, THE MOMENT I WANTED TO CRY IT ALL OUT BUT IT JUST CANT. MY EYES WASNT ALLOWING ME TO DO IT, AND IT HURTS EVEN MORE TO JUST BEAR IT ALL ALONE. IT HURTS THAT I FEEL LONELY THO I HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS. IM FCKING IN PAIN. LORD, Please let me cry it just once. Please. This is the moment im willing to let you, to let me cry.let me.