I'm Not Okay...
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Last published Mon, Aug 5, 2013
*cue the sad violin* Welp, all I have have to say is that this story might be a little depressing... but of course it will also have some love in it.. not just romantic, but the strong bond between two sisters. So, go ahead and get you're tissues, maybe even some popcorn, and read about Liz's devastating loss of a sister, heartbreak, and maybe even a little be of her very own, chemical romance... I think I've officially gone crazy for trying to write a serious book..... Well you can read and find out so... See ya!
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