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Last published Tue, Apr 19, 2016
(This is my first Fanfiction ever so don't judge please(even though "you're the judge oh no")
no smut sorry guys
"Come on Dan you can do this" I mumble pacing around in my room"You're coming out to him, he's your best friend,he's too sweet to be homophobic. And anyways it's not like you're going to tell him how you feel about him."
"Hey Danny! Do you have my phone charger?" I hear Phil yell from across the apartment. Suddenly, I feel my legs bringing me forward quickly.
Finally, I realize what I am about to do. I feel like breaking down. I feel like sobbing. I feel like fucking vomiting. Because right here, right now, I am going to do something I have feared doing for a long long time. I, Daniel James Howell, am going to come out as gay to my best and only friend, Philip Michael Lester.
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