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Out of Control (I Wish... and Confusion Trilogy)

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What's the most important thing in my life?
Marriage. My wife. Friends. Family. Future. Art. Music. Career. Purpose. 

Is the fame really worth it? 
Fortune. Money. Millions. Power. Opportunities. Glory. Importance. Parties. Vodka. Luxury. Private jets. Cities. Tokyo, Paris, Toronto, Miami.

Could I give it all up, for what?
Freedom. Privacy. Respect. Safety. Time. Space. Peace. Love. Sanity.

What makes me want to give it all up?
Shouts. Screams. Depression. Breakdowns. Hate. Attacks. Flashing lights. Loneliness. Violence. Doubt. Sex. Exposure. Lies. Insanity. Confusion. Threats. Humiliation. Desperation. Fear. Distance. Harassment. Worry. Disrespect. Tricks. Darkness. Fights. Tears. Distress. Revenge. Envy. Temptation. Pain. Lust. A knife. A gun. Glass, ropes, tape. A camera. A paper and pen. An empty bed. Stalked by paparazzi. A psychotic ex girlfriend. Grown apart. Attempted murder. Hospital visits. Missed calls. Blood. Police. Ambulances. Unanswered questions. Misery. Out of control.

So is this life really worth living?All Rights Reserved

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Breaking Point by Jalehly

People think they know what it's like to date a world-famous pop star. They don't. When he's posing for pictures and being interviewed, I'm lurking in the background. When he's singing his songs, he's singing them for his ex-girlfriend who broke his heart and inspired his new album. When he's caught up in a scandal, I'm in the crossfire. And when his fans lash out, they lash out at me because I'm the easy target. This is the dark side of fame they don't want you to know about.

Stay With Me § BWWM JB by yanaabananaa

•COMPLETED• You are about to step foot on a roller coaster ride that you might be on for a while. Throughout the ride you'll find yourself wanting to vomit, but you manage to hold it in. When you see everyone getting off, you realize that the ride is finally over and once your feet hit the ground, you feel like a weight has been lifted off your shoulders. Then you look into the distance and feel so relieved because you see something not so horrific. The thing you see is what you've been waiting for ever since you got on that hell of a ride. It just might take you some time to actually get there considering there's a huge crowd in your way and it's hard to get through. Hopefully by the time you actually get there, it's what you thought it was going to be. Justin's life is that roller coaster. He has gone through so much that he breaks down and loses himself. Hopefully he can find his way back from the darkness and be met with light. Then once he's able to do that, let's pray that he can remain happy. Hope you enjoy. (:

~Trust Me ~ by insanelysane2552

"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

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7 Things~ *Short Story* by bri6396

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My Life

This would be really boring. You don't need to waste time reading this. Not just boring, it might be even heartbreaking. The story was still going on, and therefore I had no idea whether it would end in a tragedy or not, but I had a feeling it would. And it did. We broke up under the striking, burning sun of 19th September, 2016. I write usually in a monotone description, therefore don't judge if you read this. My name is Rue, and I wish my life could be like the picture I put as a cover of my story, colourful, calm, and with a soulmate who keeps loving me all the way. However, things never happen as what we would like them to happen. I don't love my life, but I want to remember all that once happened. I want to look back one day, when I'm fully grown, and smile or tell my old self right now that I'm dumb. Mostly and lastly, I just want to remember him, the one I very much remember right now, but will fade in times to come. It is already fading now, and I only hope that I can write them all before they disappear from my mind, forever...