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Out of Control (I Wish... and Confusion Trilogy)

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Parts 53
Time 8h 7m

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What's the most important thing in my life?
Marriage. My wife. Friends. Family. Future. Art. Music. Career. Purpose. 

Is the fame really worth it? 
Fortune. Money. Millions. Power. Opportunities. Glory. Importance. Parties. Vodka. Luxury. Private jets. Cities. Tokyo, Paris, Toronto, Miami.

Could I give it all up, for what?
Freedom. Privacy. Respect. Safety. Time. Space. Peace. Love. Sanity.

What makes me want to give it all up?
Shouts. Screams. Depression. Breakdowns. Hate. Attacks. Flashing lights. Loneliness. Violence. Doubt. Sex. Exposure. Lies. Insanity. Confusion. Threats. Humiliation. Desperation. Fear. Distance. Harassment. Worry. Disrespect. Tricks. Darkness. Fights. Tears. Distress. Revenge. Envy. Temptation. Pain. Lust. A knife. A gun. Glass, ropes, tape. A camera. A paper and pen. An empty bed. Stalked by paparazzi. A psychotic ex girlfriend. Grown apart. Attempted murder. Hospital visits. Missed calls. Blood. Police. Ambulances. Unanswered questions. Misery. Out of control.

So is this life really worth living?All Rights Reserved

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The Billionaire's Ex-Wife by Enjoy_Little_Moments

Love. It was infuriating yet strangely addicting. It swirls in unknown waters, testing its limits before striking. The sensation of its claws digging into your flesh was all it took for it to become entranced. And then everything collapsed. Everything began to untangle. Everything slowly crumbled to ground. Everything began to fall apart. And you found yourself in the centre of it all, your hands cradling your heart as tears trickled down your cheeks, the salty liquid creating a dark patch on your jeans as it hit the soft fabric. You're vulnerable. You're scared. You're hurt. You're broken. But when you finally have the courage, to wipe away an trace of a broken heart. When you finally lift yourself from the dark pit you had created. When you finally patch together the remnants of your shattered soul. When you finally close your eyes. When you forget. When you become invincible. When you finally heal. It all comes back. Everything. Like an arrow that had been shot in your back, your eyes widening from the unforeseen attack. That's what happens. Because love is dirty. Love was the ugly, ever changing shadow that would snarl at you, jeering at your pitiful state. But then it was also the beautiful stroke of the paintbrush, as the brush winded across the canvas, the colours flourishing into life. Love was a demon, yet also an angel in disguise. That was love. _____________________________________ [ WARNING ⚠ : I wrote this as an inexperienced pre-pubescent so prepare for a cringefest. So before you call me out, think about the kid you're swearing at :) ] COVER BY SAMUELSTORMBRINGER [ COMPLETED ] HIGHEST RANKS: #31 in romance 09.11.17 #1 in heartbreak 17.12.18 #1 in friendzoned 21.05.18 #1 in ex-husband 21.05.18 #1 in marriage 30.03.19

7 Things~ *Short Story* by bri6396

Okay, So you might be wondering and a bit confused on who I am; Well, let me answer that. My name is Selena and the whole idea of my life right now is to get over a really bad break up with my ex that i'm still madly in love with; Justin Bieber. I know, it's a little bit of a long shot, but I have to do it. I have to do it for my own sanity. I am 20 years old and he is only 18. You might be thinking, “what the fuck were you thinking?” But I couldn't help it. We didn't do anything until he was eighteen so it was perfectly legal. We were together for a total of a year and nine months. Almost two years. But things were too crazy for the two of us and I couldn't take it. Along with several reasons: He was too vain. He was always playing with my heart. He was way too insecure and too scared of losing me. He was almost never with me and he was always with other people. He made me sad at times because he was never around but then when he was, I was always happy. Whenever he was with his non-famous friends, he always treated me like shit. And the worst part about it all; he still has my heart. I've had a lot of time to think of this and I've decided that sharing only the things I hate about him wasn't fair. The seven things I love about him is his body. I loved his personality. I loved his car. I loved the way he kissed me. I loved how one minute I could be almost in tears and the next, I could be laughing because he would make me laugh. I loved just being with him because he always made me feel okay. Like everything was going to be okay. I loved and still love the way that he loved me and the way that I still love him. As much as I hate to admit it, He will always have a piece of my heart that I will never get back; I will always love him. There was no denying it. But if I could get it to the point where it didn't feel like there was a huge fucking hole in my abdomen and heart, I would be able to live again. This is my story. Are you in to listen?

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