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Out of Control (I Wish... and Confusion Trilogy)

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What's the most important thing in my life?
Marriage. My wife. Friends. Family. Future. Art. Music. Career. Purpose. 

Is the fame really worth it? 
Fortune. Money. Millions. Power. Opportunities. Glory. Importance. Parties. Vodka. Luxury. Private jets. Cities. Tokyo, Paris, Toronto, Miami.

Could I give it all up, for what?
Freedom. Privacy. Respect. Safety. Time. Space. Peace. Love. Sanity.

What makes me want to give it all up?
Shouts. Screams. Depression. Breakdowns. Hate. Attacks. Flashing lights. Loneliness. Violence. Doubt. Sex. Exposure. Lies. Insanity. Confusion. Threats. Humiliation. Desperation. Fear. Distance. Harassment. Worry. Disrespect. Tricks. Darkness. Fights. Tears. Distress. Revenge. Envy. Temptation. Pain. Lust. A knife. A gun. Glass, ropes, tape. A camera. A paper and pen. An empty bed. Stalked by paparazzi. A psychotic ex girlfriend. Grown apart. Attempted murder. Hospital visits. Missed calls. Blood. Police. Ambulances. Unanswered questions. Misery. Out of control.

So is this life really worth living?All Rights Reserved

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Always you - Justin Bieber by bieber1231995

'"I love you" His face dropped "I have told you before, and I will tell you again" I gulped "My whole life i have been afraid of rejection, the fear of never being loved. You have brought my fear to life Justin!" I shouted "You ruined me! You have made me feel so little and fragile! What does she give you that I wouldn't?" Tears came in my eyes "Is it because she is prettier? Or skinnier than me Justin?" I sobbed "What is it!" I screamed. "I don't know!" He yelled back punching a wall. "We never tried anything Amelia! How can I control how I feel, what do you want me to do?" He asked I sniffed and I decided something I should've done a long time ago. "Tell me how you feel, if you want me to go, and if you don't love me and you want her I will go, and not come back ever" I crossed my arms holding tears back "Amelia" He said sadly. "Who is it Justin, me? Or her" I asked wanting to be sick over my choice of words but I needed to know where I stood with my best friend and the boy who will forever own my heart' My name is Amelia Evens, this is my story of a girl, who fell in a one way love friendship. Yep, this is the story on how I fell in love with my best friend. Sequel - Eight Years

BROKEN HOPE (Broken Redemption Book 2) by ArianaClarkAuthor

I was so damn naive it's no wonder I've ended up here. Kidnapped by the man who promised me forever, just as I'd begun to understand the depths of his betrayal. It's a sad truth I didn't marry my husband for love. I married him for the life he promised to provide, and if I'm honest with myself, I married him in hopes one day he'd fill the void Lucas-my first love-left behind. Now after so many years, they're both back. And in my desperation to feel loved, to be wanted and chosen I've walked straight into this trap. All because I forgot life's harshest lesson... I'm not enough. No matter how much or how fiercely I love, the choice will never be me. Especially now. Surrounded by danger and at the mercy of my husband's enemies, I'm forced to face one final bit of truth. Much like love, hope is for the weak. I was a fool to believe in the vows and promises they made.

~Trust Me ~ by insanelysane2552

"I want a divorce." And just hearing him say that my whole world that seemed to revolve around him stopped. Gathering myself I barely managed to speak in a voice that even I could not recognise. I couldn't comprehend anything going around me. "Wh..hy?" As soon as the words left my mouth he threw the file and the photographs spread across the floor. And those photographs had me in compromising positions with not one but several men. Looking at those photos I looked straight into his eyes. Disgust and hatred. The only emotions I could see. Taking a deep breath I composed myself and tried to keep my face void of the emotions I felt at that moment. Hurt and immense pain. If he didn't trust me then he has no right to see me vulnerable too. "Is this the only reason why you want to divorce me? No other except this?" It was foolish of me to ask him but I had to make sure. Also for me trust comes before love. If he doesn't trust me I don't even want to save the relationship. "Is this not enough you whore? What else can I expect from a slut and a gold digger like you! I knew it from the start that all you showed was just a facade. Your innocence, kindness, it was all fake. I just don't believe how can I be so dumb." Was I hurt? No I was broken beyond repair. My heart ached. I felt like I was seconds away from collapsing. I had far exceeded the limit of hurt and pain. I was so powerless in that moment that I couldn't even fight with him. Love makes you strong. I have heard and felt that countless times but they always forget to mention what comes after that. Love makes you weak too. I couldn't shout at him because I loved him. But I had to be brave. For myself. ************************************************** Is love enough for two people to be together or is there something more important than love? This is story of Xander and Sophie who loved each other but still couldn't be together. Because more important than love is trust. © All rights reserved

SWEET REVENGE by monica23031

The exact words he threw at my face still haunts my dreams every single night and I think I'm starting to believe him. "Wish I've never met you I was so young and stupid, no wonder no one wanted to be with you, you are just holding me down and I honestly just got bored, needed a new chapter in my life that was the main reason I did what I had to do to keep myself happy. I just don't want to lie to myself anymore. I can't do this. I need to be free for once in my life. I'm so relieved that I don't have to marry you anymore, it's like a dead weight lifted from my shoulders. JUST LEAVE! GET OUT NOW! '' I just didn't know what to do that day I way so shocked, one minute we were one big happy family and the next he throws everything we build up as a family. I should had been warned by his actions the last month that we spend together. He knew that he was my first for everything and that gave him a push on his ego. Always bragged about being my first and claiming power over the situation. I was blinded by all of his charms and I see that now, I'm so sorry I did not listen Laura, you were just trying to protect me , that's what best friends are for but I chose him and I am truly sorry. I promise I will get a way to show him that I am not just a waste of space and I am going to do it all just for me and my baby girl. **WARNING** Sexual language and mature content Read at own risk ;) https://www.buymeacoffee.com/Monicanaude

The Billionaire's Ex-Wife by Enjoy_Little_Moments

Love. It was infuriating yet strangely addicting. It swirls in unknown waters, testing its limits before striking. The sensation of its claws digging into your flesh was all it took for it to become entranced. And then everything collapsed. Everything began to untangle. Everything slowly crumbled to ground. Everything began to fall apart. And you found yourself in the centre of it all, your hands cradling your heart as tears trickled down your cheeks, the salty liquid creating a dark patch on your jeans as it hit the soft fabric. You're vulnerable. You're scared. You're hurt. You're broken. But when you finally have the courage, to wipe away an trace of a broken heart. When you finally lift yourself from the dark pit you had created. When you finally patch together the remnants of your shattered soul. When you finally close your eyes. When you forget. When you become invincible. When you finally heal. It all comes back. Everything. Like an arrow that had been shot in your back, your eyes widening from the unforeseen attack. That's what happens. Because love is dirty. Love was the ugly, ever changing shadow that would snarl at you, jeering at your pitiful state. But then it was also the beautiful stroke of the paintbrush, as the brush winded across the canvas, the colours flourishing into life. Love was a demon, yet also an angel in disguise. That was love. _____________________________________ [ WARNING ⚠ : I wrote this as an inexperienced pre-pubescent so prepare for a cringefest. So before you call me out, think about the kid you're swearing at :) ] COVER BY SAMUELSTORMBRINGER [ COMPLETED ] HIGHEST RANKS: #31 in romance 09.11.17 #1 in heartbreak 17.12.18 #1 in friendzoned 21.05.18 #1 in ex-husband 21.05.18 #1 in marriage 30.03.19

After the lie (book1) (justin bieber) by between-thelines

(This book is getting edited) when i felt in love i thought that i felt for the wrong guy but then he became my destiny. justin bieber... he made me cry a lot... he hurt me... he fought with me... until i thought about killing myself but he saved me. but then it all started when... "...justin bieber who kidnapped maya sway...' '...the police is after justin bieber to find maya sway...' 'wow bro! she is a bitch! she came to take you away from us! but i promise you thats not gonna be okay' 'leave my daughter alone justin...if you love her let her go...' and we never reach the end but getting more and more of a dark risky life full of... fights! sick! shot! kill! survive! tears! dark! lies! regret... a love can live with all that hate? do you think we expected to live together running and hiding from people around us? "i will wait ..." "you have to wait so long...' 'i promised... i will wait forever...' -what would i be if you didnt believe- -justin .write your name across my heart' -maya READ MORE AND FIND MORE IN AFTER THE LIE (Add my other wattpad accound unwrittem to read more books of me)

My Life by celaenaaaaa

This would be really boring. You don't need to waste time reading this. Not just boring, it might be even heartbreaking. The story was still going on, and therefore I had no idea whether it would end in a tragedy or not, but I had a feeling it would. And it did. We broke up under the striking, burning sun of 19th September, 2016. I write usually in a monotone description, therefore don't judge if you read this. My name is Rue, and I wish my life could be like the picture I put as a cover of my story, colourful, calm, and with a soulmate who keeps loving me all the way. However, things never happen as what we would like them to happen. I don't love my life, but I want to remember all that once happened. I want to look back one day, when I'm fully grown, and smile or tell my old self right now that I'm dumb. Mostly and lastly, I just want to remember him, the one I very much remember right now, but will fade in times to come. It is already fading now, and I only hope that I can write them all before they disappear from my mind, forever...

70,000 People But, I Chose You by Literallyjdb

Finding love through all the fame can be tough, especially when Justin just wishes he lived a normal life. Performing on tour, city after city, hotel after hotel. He spots Isabelle in a crowd of 70,000 people. The sexual tension is beyond them, the chemistry is out of this world. But how will it work with a world famous pop star and a small town girl that doesn't really want all of the press? Or what about Justins known ex Hailey Baldwin? Can they get through the struggles of fame?

Finding Balance! by QuiliviaTheTreasure

I am the best and i have countless awards to show for it. My restaurants are known all over the world. I can stand with giants and they will notice me because am the best there is and i earned it at the age of 26. Not many Chefs can stand and make the same claim as i. My restaurant is everything to me and i will not allow anything to distract my focus. All i have ever done is give. Even when my father told me to be cautious i ignored him and decided to trust a man that i barely knew and it cost my family everything. I have watched my father suffer for my mistakes but am going to make it right, for my sake and my family's. I will not allow anything to distract me nor will i allow my heart to be broken ever again.

My Only Mistake by Bonolo_Molemane

"I brought you here because I wanted to ask you something really important." He said and I smirked, knowing what he was going to ask me. "What is it?" He sighed and ran his hand through his hair again. "After last night, which was amazing, it got me thinking. What exactly are we?" The question that has been running through my mind ever since last night too. He sighed and held my hands in his,"Maddison, I like you, a lot. And I mean a lot. You're the most prettiest woman I've ever seen in my life, seriously. Both inside and outside. I want you, and only you. Shit, I'm bad at these things but, can you be my girlfriend?" ------------------------------ Lets start like this, Connor comes from a troubled past that soon turns out to be fading away as he moves to Missouri. After 2 years of living there, a new boy in town offers to be his friend. Connor hasn't had friends for his whole life so he saw this as an opportunity to get a real friend. Soon, Connor tries a lot of different things he hasn't tried and comes out excellent in all of them, but he makes enemies on the way. Their friend group expands and now there is 4 bestfriends in the group, but Connor only has feelings for 1. Will he mess up? But what will happen when his past starts following him everywhere he goes? What will happen when old feelings arise with just a glance at a dinner table? That's for you to find out. ------------------------------------------ *Warning- Strong language, Violence, Mild intimacy, Mentions of sex. All copyrights reserved BWentMissing Started: 20 August 2020 Ended: 4 January 2021 ---------------------------------------

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Always you - Justin Bieber cover

BROKEN HOPE (Broken Redemption Book 2) cover

~Trust Me ~ cover

SWEET REVENGE cover

The Billionaire's Ex-Wife cover

After the lie (book1) (justin bieber) cover

70,000 People But, I Chose You cover

Finding Balance! cover

My Only Mistake cover

Always you - Justin Bieber

'"I love you" His face dropped "I have told you before, and I will tell you again" I gulped "My whole life i have been afraid of rejection, the fear of never being loved. You have brought my fear to life Justin!" I shouted "You ruined me! You have made me feel so little and fragile! What does she give you that I wouldn't?" Tears came in my eyes "Is it because she is prettier? Or skinnier than me Justin?" I sobbed "What is it!" I screamed. "I don't know!" He yelled back punching a wall. "We never tried anything Amelia! How can I control how I feel, what do you want me to do?" He asked I sniffed and I decided something I should've done a long time ago. "Tell me how you feel, if you want me to go, and if you don't love me and you want her I will go, and not come back ever" I crossed my arms holding tears back "Amelia" He said sadly. "Who is it Justin, me? Or her" I asked wanting to be sick over my choice of words but I needed to know where I stood with my best friend and the boy who will forever own my heart' My name is Amelia Evens, this is my story of a girl, who fell in a one way love friendship. Yep, this is the story on how I fell in love with my best friend. Sequel - Eight Years