The Way He Wants It.

"Could he really want me? Did he even know what I thought of him?" These were my exact thoughts when the guy I have thought the complete and utter worst of told me he's been wanting me for years. His husky tone didn't really make a difference to me before. I mean Sean was Sean. Plain and simple rebellious Sean. Right now though, itHe thought a lot of himself. Even though he might've been everything he said he was, cocky guys were not my type. Sure, I've done it with a couple guys, but only the ones I might've felt even the least bit of "feelings" for. Why the quotes around the word feelings? Well, let's face it. who actually knows what feelings are? they could just be making up the word love.... But that wasn't the point. The point was the one guy that I probably would never picture myself with was pinning me against the wall, kissing down my neck, both of us drunk off our ass, and there was a chance I would sleep with him.