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cough syrup flows in my veins
curing the illness that plagues my brain
medicinal fix that keeps the demons at bay
and soothes the nightmares that keep me awake
cherry flavoured ambrosia of the gods
allowing to me to breathe in the knowledge of the stars
letting me see the beauty of dust motes
as they fall down my fingers into my palm
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