Phil Lester has a massive crush on Dan Howell. He loved everything about him. His looks his sweet talk his handsome features. Just one thing. Pj Liguori , Dan Howells boyfriend since 5 grade. Phil had always been jealous. Though through the years things have gotten bad. Phil began to get into a sad little black ball of depression about it, along with him having a lack of friends. He didn't say anything though. ------------------------------------------------------------------- WARNING •Suicidal Thoughts •Gay •Smut •18+