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Bab 5
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Bab 5
Durasi 14m

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It has often been said, one is too stupid to admit that life is not so bad and that is the absolute truth. Initially, I was the worst girl. I remember they called me the complainer Maya, maya  depressive or the dissatisfied, but how can you smile full tooth while your boyfriend died under your eyes? I know we all have within us the unanswered questions, the black thoughts and morals broke  from time to time, but j'pense that I would not have been able to live a sad adolescence that I experienced . I was lucky afterwards because I met someone, a special boy, his name is Louis and he has changed my outlook on life.


COMMENCEMENT.

Ça a souvent été dit, on est bien trop con pour admettre que la vie n'est pas si mal et c'est la stricte vérité. Au départ, j'étais la fille la plus pessimiste. Je me souviens qu'on m'appelait Maya la râleuse, maya la dépressive ou encore maya l'insatisfaite, mais comment peut-on sourire à pleine dent alors que votre petit ami est mort sous vos yeux ? J'sais qu'on a tous en nous les questions sans réponses, les pensées noires et le moral défoncé de temps à autre, mais j'pense que je n'aurais pas pu vivre une adolescence aussi triste que celle que j'ai vécue. J'ai eu de la chance par après, car j'ai rencontré quelqu'un, un garçon spécial, il s'appelle Louis et c'est lui qui a changé ma vision de la vie.Seluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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