Colourblind
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"Len," I whispered softly, as I curled into his side further.
"Hmm? What are you doing up- you're shaking," he muttered in surprise, as he gather me up in his arms.
I whimpered and shook my head, "It won't go away...my brothers' screams...why did I have to survive?"
"We've established this, there was a reason for you to get out of there alive-"
"Then why do I have to remember every fricking thing?" I cried out, I pulled at my hair and looked up at Len, "I just want the nightmares to go away."
"I know sweets, I know."
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