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Refusing To Love

SaigeKnappenberger

Reads 21
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Reads 21
Votes 1
Parts 2
Time 6m

SaigeKnappenberger

darkness depression high light love numb redemption romance sad school

Alex  has her demons, hell we all do... She just didn't know how to control them so she did the next thing possible to at least find redemption, she fought and she fought.. she was the best underground fighter that they've ever seen, all up until her accident, the accident that brought  her deepest and darkest fear death.  

couple months later her mom packs up there stuff and just leaves, leaving everything she has ever known. No destination whatsoever, they stumble upon a city in North Carolina, called Kernersville. There Alex finally discovers, what the true meaning of love is.. and also the one thing she's been searching for her whole life, light...All Rights Reserved

darkness depression high light love numb redemption romance sad school

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