This isn't love.
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Last published Mon, Feb 8, 2016
This was written only a few months ago, and I think it's the most accurate piece of writing I've ever produced (at least, of everything that hasn't been produced and turned into music).
"It's a strange feeling to look at someone who has been such a grand part of your life and to realize you would be okay without them around. "
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