things aren't always as they seem

My name is saskia and of you were wondering it is pronounced sa-ka. I live in a perfect world in a perfect city no one disobeys the government The only reason I live here is because my male care taker azra is apart of the government. I just turned 251 and got assigned my factory child and partner. A partner stays with you till your 501 and you and him take care of your factory child to learn responsibility then after that is done you never have to see each other again but I had this feeling unlike anything I ever felt but what was it? I had to find my male care taker but how I need to know what this feeling is "Love".