My Future Waits

As I see it coming with all the hateful words and being mistreated,I tell myself,"Am I really worth it ?"Everyday I go through the same thing and I am pretty sure that I won't make it that far,but I know that I got to keep on trying.I know that I have no one in my life that probably care of what I have to go through,so I don't bother to tell them anyways.My life can be so complicated that I just wish that I can throw it away and never have to go through it.I know that I can't control every situation that comes in my way but,I know that I can control the actions that I make. Life puts you in a test to see what side are you going to take.I made my mistake but I got my self on track because I know that I wanted a better future.Its like if you want a good day,you have to go through the bad days just to earn it ,but its not like that with me.I always have the worst days but I think its for a reason.I know that when I screw up in life,something better might come later ahead waiting for me.