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Gefühllos [18+]
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Last published Tue, Feb 9, 2016
Die menschliche Psyche und Emotionen können mächtig sein. Lähmen, Befreien, Versichern, Erheben und so vieles mehr. In diesem Werk werden einige extreme Situationen in Kurzgeschichten beschrieben, die eben solche Emotionen zum Thema haben. Ich habe nicht vor in diesem Buch die Hand vor den Mund zu nehmen und mich selbst zu knebeln, sondern die Dinge klar zu benennen. Für mich ist es eine Übung Emotionen in Extremsituationen zu ergründen, Reaktionen der Leser werden mir zeigen wie realitätsnah meine Schilderungen wirklich sein mögen.
Diese Geschichten enthalten daher oftmals eine grafische Darstellung von Gewalt, aber auch Sex oder sexuelle Inhalte können dabei eine Rolle spielen.
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