Not Who You Think I am
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WARNING: MAY BE TRIGGERING FOR SOME READERS
ALSO THIS BOOKS IS UNFINISHED and because of many factors I will not be able to finish this.
It has been almost a year now, since Jessica started cutting. Two and a half since she and Cole started dating. The fan hate, added with the self hate was just too much. Soon after that, she started to eat less and less. And Cole has no idea, for now.
NOTE- I did research so I could understand more what it was like.
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