In Love With Death

I don't know if it's the heat of the moment or what ? But I was so caught up in the mist of thinking what we shared was love . I was blinded by that fact the maybe it could've been something else . Maybe I was in love with thrill he gave me like when you first Ride a roller coaster . The fear & tension . You thinking of all the things that could possibly happen . At this very moment I honestly didn not know . The signs were all there he came on so strong . Told me that I was all he needed . How perfect I was but maybe it was all just a game , I was the magician & he was the act . Regardless of what happens , but this whole time deep down I always knew we were just alike but battling our own demons , that could be the reason why I became so attach in the first place .