"I wish I could turn back time". Such an over-sung , over-heard and over-written line. The fact that all of us have said it at one point or the other makes me sad. I have also wished for that. I wished to go back to the time when I was 4. I wished to spend some more days with him. I wish I paid more attention in those last days with him. Most of all, I wished he stayed. But life has a weird way of working. Sometimes, it gives you everything you've ever wanted but with a twisted surprise. I'll see him. Once again. Will he leave me? Once again?