There was a girl filled with doubt.
That's what she was all about.
She was given the nickname "Doubt" by her schoolmates.
She was called emo, loser, goth, fat, dumb, bitch, whore, slut, lesbian (no this isn't an insult to any lesbian/gay people), and probably other names.
Until she couldn't live any more.
Until she couldn't take the pain.
Until she was dead.
When she went insane.
When she killed every schoolmate that made fun of her.
Called her those ugly names.
She couldn't bare the thought of being a murderer.
When she was done, she had killed herself.
She had the most imperfections.
But what she didn't know that someone was watching her.
Watching her through all the pain, hoping she would get over it.
Hoping she would heal.
The only person that cared for Doubt.
Doubt's name was actually Eve Violet.
She was always a silent Eve.
Never to talk, but always thought.
Thought of all the people who made fun of her.
She kept asking herself why.
Why.
Why she deserved this.
What did she do?
Then again, she's Doubt.
She used to be a happy girl.
A happy little flower.
Until she realized how stupid life was.
Picked up the habit of smoking.
Cursing.
Her parents didn't care for her.
She depended on herself.
She lost it.
"Fuck it." was her motto.
She lost that little ray of sunshine in her.
This is the story of Eve Violet. (not directed at vio!)
48 Kapitel Abgeschlossene Geschichte Erwachseneninhalt
48 Kapitel
Abgeschlossene Geschichte
Erwachseneninhalt
Ages 14+ (lesbian concepts and some profanity)
This is not your everyday love story, okay? It's not a chick flick either. The events and themes within my pages have meaning, depth, truth-and most of all, reality. You are about to be taken on an adventure about a girl who's life is not like everybody else's.
I look like a normal teen girl, I mean, I have hair and two eyes and two hands and feet like everybody else, but I couldn't feel more different. I have two moms, yes. Let's just get that out there before you start reading and close my diary like everyone in my life has shut me out of theirs. All I want is a normal life with normal friends who don't judge me because of my home situation. I don't even remember the last time I went on a sleepover or called somebody my age.
I don't mean to be a downer, because it does get better. Life gets better. Struggles are only temporary, I know that now. And by my last words reach your eyes, I've come a long way, and have grown to see potential in myself.
I'm sharing this with you because I want to make a difference. I know now that I'm not the only one in the world that feels alone. I've been there, done that, and there's more loneliness to come, but for now, I feel more prepared for it. I know how it feels to sit by yourself at lunch every day and how it feels to watch others go to prom with dates and feel like shit because you don't think you'd even have any friends to go with. Please ready my diary. I am much older now, and much more wiser, and I can't wait for you to realize the potential in yourself, too.