Deaf Wish
weirdself
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  • Reads 2,592,931
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  • Parts 70
  • Time 6h 56m
weirdself
Complete, First published Feb 11, 2016
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"I don't care how many times I have to tell you that you are more than enough, that you deserve someone to make you happy and to love you and that I'm so grateful that I'm the one. Or at least I hope I am. But you need to stop thinking the way you do. Just stop it. Drop it. End it. Delete it. Never say it. Never think it. It will only hurt you in the end."
  he removes his hand from my mouth, his facial expression smoothing after he got things off his chest
  
  
  Skylar thinks of himself as worthless, useless and not likeable and being deaf didn't exactly help with his judgment. But will he change his mind about himself when he meets Nathan?
  
  Warning: This story contains BoyxBoy Action and triggering (self-harming) parts.
  Don't like don't read. You have been'/ will be warned. Love you<3
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