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Dear Nobody [ON HOLD]
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Dear Nobody,
A few years from now, I'd say that "love" is a joke. It's a word everyone uses and forget its true meaning. We overuse it we don't even know how it feels to love anymore. Call me bitter or whatever, but that's how I saw it. i used to love the feeling of love, I loved how it made people happy and alive. However, I got heart broken and I loathed it everyday. I hated the feeling of not being enough, not pretty enough, not skinny enough, not smart enough.. I hated being not enough. I hated it..Everyday. We acted as if we were strangers to each other. Like if we never had past.
However, if you ask me now, "What do you think about love".. Well, I'd tell you in the right time, but for now, I want you to understand the reason why
I got so bitter about love.. Why I'm afraid of it. It's a long story to tell, so i'll share my "diary" with you.. It'll tell you a better story of how my life went.
-Mackenzie
PS I'm very relateble
PSS I'm a little too emotional at times
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