The Monster In My Mind
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Last published Sun, Sep 4, 2016
Depression and self loath taking over her mind, Kate has no one to pull her back to sanity. The only person, or thing, that could possibly save her is the very one that is killing her. Everyone around her can't see or hear him, but she can. The dark, ominous creature that her therapist calls 'Depression'.
As she wanders through the dark, will she find someone to pull her from the darkness? Or will she forever lay in the arms of Depression?
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