what is perfection? and why do we really want it so badly? how far would you go to stop the hurt, the insecurity, and the pain of your past? this is Alyssa's story. all she ever wanted was to be told she was beautiful, to walk down the street without being called fat or ugly. Alyssa finds out after a series of heartbreak, pain, jealousy and a messed up life, that perfection is far from sticking your fingers down your throat.