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Survivor's Guilt (A Jay McGuiness fanfiction)

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Reads 4,093
Votes 117
Parts 22
Time 2h 41m

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Jay needed to know that she was real; that he hadn’t spent the worst day of his life with an imaginary woman. He needed to know that she was ok.
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Months after surviving a horrific event, Jay can’t forget the promise he made-and failed to keep- to a woman he met that day.
 Meanwhile the boys are introduced to Ebony, their live-in housekeeper, who singlehandedly manages to flip everything Jay thought he knew even more on its head. There’s just something about Ebony that Jay can’t keep out of his mind, but he can’t put his finger on it either...All Rights Reserved

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Every Little Thing

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