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Addicted

Sebby_Ciel_SebaCiel

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Reads 278
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Parts 4
Time 33m

Sebby_Ciel_SebaCiel

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As a child, Arthur Kirkland never found himself living in a good environment. Abuse, torment, dealing with drunken family members almost every night. It left him to fend for himself at a young age. Although there was hell back then, Arthur learnt to put that pain behind him. 

Growing up was difficult. Everyone treating him like an outcast because he was different. But even though he felt dead inside, Arthur learnt to put all that pain behind him. 

Being with his new friends who finally accepted him, Arthur can feel at ease. For once, he was truly happy. But during a reoccurring dream he's kept from everyone, that pain is still there. 
Haunting him. 
Tormenting him.
Killing him. 

Arthur finds the only thing left to do is to drown out the pain. A few drinks a night couldn't hurt. At least, that's what he thought. Will any of his friends care? He lost sight of that question down the road. 
Will Alfred care? 
The question never left his mind. It was pretty obvious to Arthur he wouldn't, but he couldn't keep that in his mind. 



  Drown Out The Pain With Whatever You Can. 
  But don't over do it. 
 You might just find yourself...

...Addicted...All Rights Reserved

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2P!America x Reader: Shit Happens by Fiction-Junkie

The American Revolution was brutal. Blood was shed left and right. The boy Arthur used to know was now as strong as he, and he could do nothing about it. Once the battle was won, Alfred had declaired himself as America. As he went off, leaving Britain behind, he constantly looked back. He would remember the fun times they had together; the laughs they shared with so much passion and heart. But those days were nothing now. America needed to create his own happy memories within his own Nation. Ever since that dark day, something dark festered within Alfred. Years and years went by and he tried desperately to surpress the evil, hiding it with a smile around his friends. As Alfred looked in the mirror, the only thing he could see was that aura of evil, which seemed to have formed into a humanization. As he observed it closer, he noticed the apperition looked exactly like him, but with a darker hint. Alfred was terrified and tried to run. But the other was just as fast. He glared at the Real America with scarlet eyes, his dark brown hair wavering in front of his face. As the imposter smiled, a single tooth had been missing. The bomber-jacket wardrobe and denum jeans remained the same, but the attitude differed completely. It wasn't long before the second Alfred had changed things. He kept the first Alfred in fear, threatening him constantly with his nail-embedded baseball bat; which had been blood-stained over time from innocent victims. And through those harsh years, Alfred learned-from Italy-about his other being. And Italy said: "They are called 2Ps; Second Players. They are the evil and mean versions of us, and they call us 1Ps; First Players". From that day forward, Allen, Alfred's 2P, had run his life like a dictator. But what was life like from the 2P's point of view?

I See you, Y/N. (Emily Prentiss X Reader) by _healingmyself_

"I'm living in hell. At least that's how it feels. But it's okay because I don't know any different. You can get used to anything if you think it's meant to be." Y/n is living her life in the hell of her childhood home until the BAU frees her. After years there is a reunion with her rescuers to help solve her own case. Does everybody still recognize her? Does y/n remember what happend? Is she good enough and able to help? And why can't she get Emily Prentiss out of her head? I'm writing this story from the first person perspective. I use the pronouns she/her for y/n, if you would like something different, let me know. This is my first story and English is not my first language, so please be gracious. This story covers toxic parents, murder (not clearly described), violence and mental health problems such as depression, anxiety, eating disorders, self-harm and suicide attempt/ thoughts. Please don't read this story if it triggers you. If you wanna know exactly what TW every Chapter has, feel free to message me. Maybe there will be smut if I dare to write this ;) I don't own any of the characters! Have fun and let me know what you think!

Of Devils, Angels, and Heartbreak by romanoindisguise

Alfred F. Jones is the sweetdevil king of hell, a product of an angel's and a demon's love. Arthur Kirkland is a feisty angel serving the king of heaven, when he meets the king of hell in the mortal realm. Will Arthur learn that there is more to demons that meets the eye, or will he pay the terrible, terrible price of daring to fall in love with one? UsUk My own twist on the SweetDevil AU, apologies in advance if characters are a bit OOC I do not own Hetalia Angst/Romance read at own risk if you don't like the FEEEEEEEEEELS Gay ship but then again it is Hetalia so good luck finding a straight ship

Caged By Him by moonchild80

"WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT INSIDE YOUR HEAD?" He trapped my trembling body between his arms and slammed his fist into the wall. I flinch at the sound as I feel tears forming in my eyes. "I'M SICK AND TIRED OF YOUR CRYING. JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOU'RE NEVER LEAVING. THIS IS YOUR LIFE NOW, WITH ME" He spits, anger consuming his voice as I push myself further against the wall. Shutting my eyes closed and turning my face to the side as I do. Moments later, I feel his rough hand on my waist and his finger grazing my cheek. "Look at me, love." His hand grips onto my jaw, his thumb playing across my lower lip. He turns my face to meet his as I lower my gaze to the floor. He lowers himself to my level and I feel his breath fanning my cheek causing my breathing to become unsteady. "I love you so much, darling. But you need to learn. You need to learn that you won't be going anywhere. You're mine." With that being said, his other hand slides down to my waist "Your entire body, your mind, your soul. All mine." All I could do was tremble at his touch. How can someone so beautiful be so heartless? ~~~~~~~~~~ All a 19 year old Aurora Shaw wanted to do was work to make a living and volunteer at the orphanage. Unfortunately for her, ruthless and cunning 26 year old Mafia leader and billionaire Tristan Black had other plans for her. He's been waiting for the perfect moment to kidnap her and finally make her his queen after 2 years of watching and stalking her every move. He'd kill anyone who gets in the way of getting what he wants. What will happen when he ruins everything she wanted and forces her to marry him? Will she escape and resist him? Or will she submit and accept her fate?

Arthur Kirkland's Problem by HypedOnCandyForever

England keeps remembering the revolution because of something France said, and he can't get it off his mind. Before long he completely breaks down, and Norway and Romania are forced to erase his memory and turn him into a little boy. They send him to a random orphanage in America so he can live happily. Unfortunately, this creates problems; the country of Britain doesn't have someone to take care of it, now! So, Norway and Romania decide that turning Arthur Kirkland back into England would be a smart idea.. There's only one small problem- ARTHUR WAS ADOPTED! UsUk / UkUs

Soulmates (A Human!AU: USUK - Hetalia FanFiction) by Night_0_Shade

COMPLETED In the year 2025, the world has finally found a state of peace - after making many pacts with the magical 'other side'. One of those pacts being, choosing a soulmate at birth. Everyone deserves to have a soulmate, and everyone deserves to find one. The Other Side has made that job simpler, by giving every newborn child a special necklace, with a very special stone. This stone shapes to your personality, and changes along as you do. It changes colors to your mood. And best of all - it warms when you're near your soulmate. And when that person is finally near you, it grows so hot. It wants to burst into flames . ~~~~~ Arthur Kirkland is used to being alone - he best friend Kiku Honda having moved to America. After a year of video chats, and phone calls - Kiku finally finds a place for Arthur to stay in America. The Brit jumps towards the opportunity - surprising and annoyed with his American flat mate. But, when Arthur's stone starts to act strange around said America - Arthur realizes that he is going to get more than he bargained for.

July 4th by Jadeferris

Arthur Kirkland (England) is fed up with Alfred wanting to celebrate July 4th with him, but is concerned when just days before the big celebration Alfred is not acting like himself. What does he want to talk to England about and why is he so quiet for? If your relationship changed would you keep it a secret from the whole world and what would you do if things changed for better or worse? USUK fanfiction, Use of country and Human names. WARNING Yaoi (boyxboy) if you do not like it, then don't read it. WIll get more fluff in future and Lemon

Altered by LuellaOpal

Have you ever met someone who alters the course of your life? For good or for bad, they've come in, given and taken, and then- BOOM! Your life was never the same. There's always a change, an altering of reality. When you meet those people, the reality that you've known your whole life is suddenly gone and a new one has taken its place. When those moments happen, there's no going back. You can try to return to the way things were but nothing, and I mean nothing, can take you back to exactly how it was. That's what happened to us. I think that's why we're still trying so desperately to get back to some sort of normalcy. Four years later and we're still on the ground, crawling, in search of the happiness that was lost that June. Summers will never be the same. Midnight walks through my neighborhood will never be the same. Field parties with bonfires and loud music will never be the same. I still don't know why you left and what lead you to the decision you made. What I do know is that we're here. We're alive and we're pushing forward to the future. A future that you're not a part of. But in some ways, I'm glad you're not a part of it. I just wish it wasn't like this. *** TRIGGER WARNING*** SA, abuse, suicide, substance abuse, and mental illness. This is a complete story that is much like life; fast, full of surprises, and not always how we want it to be. This has been a project of mine for over three years. It was self-published on Amazon, but after some issues in publication, I decided to just upload it on here. I hope you fall in love with these characters like I have. The friends in this story are trying to make names for themselves, figure out who they are, who they can trust, how to love, and how to separate themselves from a restrictive community. As in any coming of age story, they will experience growing pains... but will they survive them before its too late? PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS.

Drastic love by Amrin77

I started to step back slowly. " please I am sorry , I didn't mean to invade in your privacy " I scared of his reaction the way he staring in to my soul makes me tremble to my core . He starts to take predatory steps towards me slowly like he is feeding on my fear . " oh darling , I am happy that you did break rule because now I had a reason to show you the consequences of your actions " I took step back until my back hit the door . I tried to hold the handle but the door was locked . He smirked " you may Enter here according to your wish but , when you should leave it depends on me " I gulped as I feel his breath on my forehead " Pl .. plea.." "shhhhhh ...... it will be easy for you to accept it " People say that Nights are for dark demon creatures to roam and hunt its prey . But once they set eyes on innocent soul its start to possess it . Alisha Conner is a beautiful, kind, young, hardworking girl who loved by his mom and friends. All she wanted to protect and save in need people . But, the moment she tried to save an unknown person from a devil wrath . That moment her fate changed. Xavier knight is a multimillionaire and an role model to the world . In day he deceives world by showing his generosity, hard working . but, only some one to his close knows that he is an mafia lord in Europe . Arrogance , short temper, cruel, also who are good at manipulation. No one dared to question him yet stand to talk back in front of him . But what happens if a devil in disguise eyes falls on a pure soul . Will he possess her or that innocence soul will overturn his world .

Hide by Valyia

"Some scars never fade-they just learn how to hide." Harley thought moving to Florida would mean a fresh start-sunshine, new friends, maybe even a chance to feel normal again. But the shadows of her past aren't easily left behind. Secrets, scars, and haunting memories follow her into every hallway. Will friendship be enough to help her heal, or will the darkness she escaped finally catch up? ⸻ ⚠ Trigger Warnings ⚠ This story contains sensitive topics, including: • Physical & emotional abuse • Sexual assault references • Death & grief • Trauma, anxiety, & panic attacks • Violence Please read with care. Your mental well-being comes first. 🤍

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2P!America x Reader: Shit Happens

The American Revolution was brutal. Blood was shed left and right. The boy Arthur used to know was now as strong as he, and he could do nothing about it. Once the battle was won, Alfred had declaired himself as America. As he went off, leaving Britain behind, he constantly looked back. He would remember the fun times they had together; the laughs they shared with so much passion and heart. But those days were nothing now. America needed to create his own happy memories within his own Nation. Ever since that dark day, something dark festered within Alfred. Years and years went by and he tried desperately to surpress the evil, hiding it with a smile around his friends. As Alfred looked in the mirror, the only thing he could see was that aura of evil, which seemed to have formed into a humanization. As he observed it closer, he noticed the apperition looked exactly like him, but with a darker hint. Alfred was terrified and tried to run. But the other was just as fast. He glared at the Real America with scarlet eyes, his dark brown hair wavering in front of his face. As the imposter smiled, a single tooth had been missing. The bomber-jacket wardrobe and denum jeans remained the same, but the attitude differed completely. It wasn't long before the second Alfred had changed things. He kept the first Alfred in fear, threatening him constantly with his nail-embedded baseball bat; which had been blood-stained over time from innocent victims. And through those harsh years, Alfred learned-from Italy-about his other being. And Italy said: "They are called 2Ps; Second Players. They are the evil and mean versions of us, and they call us 1Ps; First Players". From that day forward, Allen, Alfred's 2P, had run his life like a dictator. But what was life like from the 2P's point of view?