alive. (brendon urie.)
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if you're barely living, are you really alive?
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"i'm dying, i'm dying and you can't help me, and i don't fucking care, because you and i both know that all i am is a charity case, okay? so stop lying to yourself, don't think you can fix me, and don't ever, ever say that you need me to hold on. i can let go if i want to."
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