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Last published Wed, Jan 4, 2017
My name is Daniel Howell. I'm a singer from the London. I'm known world wide with devoted fans who think I can do no wrong.
But does this make me happy?
No
I have these urges, these urges for blood.
I used to control the urge, but I cant control it forever... And sometimes, I don't want to control it
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This is my first phan fiction. If it sounds good plz check it out and let me know what you think.
I'm also not very good at updating so it might not be the most usages thing.
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