glory and gore ; phan

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"you've been drinking like the world was gonna end."

"for me, it did." 

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where a fighter with anger issues meets an strangely-alluring artist 
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Dan realises something - something he needs to tell Phil. Phil needs to tell Dan how he feels. Will either of them pluck up the courage to tell the other? And what will happen if they do?

"I'm straight!" "The only straight you are is a straight up liar." {or the one featuring punk!phil and pastel!dan} STARTED - 07/02/17 COMPLETED - 29/10/17

$20 For You {D.H. & P.L.} by KinkySharpie

"So all I was too you was $20?" "$20 And my heart" *TRIGGER WARNING* Alcohol Rape Serious injury Suicidal thoughts Punk! Dan Pastel! Phil

"because as you know all too well, my dear phil, i sometimes want you to just drop dead." "ah, but you see, the feeling is mutual, howell." |serialkiller!phil x depressed!dan| |lowercase intended|

The Only One (Phan) [COMPLETE] by underscorekacie

"Phil Lester is the literal sunshine of my life. If I didn't have him in my life, I may have been dead by now. Every day still sucks, but whenever I'm with Phil, my heart remembers that life is worth living. The only reason my life is worth living is to be next to Phil. To see him smile, to hear him laugh, to listen to his voice, to watch him move...everything. Everything that he does brings the much-needed light into my life." Dan Howell has many struggles within himself, despite his successful YouTube career. The only one who truly helps him is his best mate, Phil Lester. Dan has been madly in love with Phil since the first day they met. However, Dan knows that it is inevitable that Phil will never return the feeling because he is only interested in women. As Dan attempts to battle his own demons, Phil seems to be quite happy and even ends up dating a beautiful girl. Unfortunately, this makes Dan's mental state even worse. What will happen to Dan? Will he ever confess his strong feelings for his best friend? Will he ever overcome the ongoing war in his head?

in which dan and phil are best friends, but dan wishes it was something more.

I love you so much. WARNING: SMUT

struggling➾ phan (complete) by -aesthetichowell-

update:: this was written about two years ago, the writing is quite bad, I apologize in advance //trigger warning// //dans pov// "do you love me phil ?" "maybe i do"

"why me?" "because i hear you're amazing ;)"

"you kind of remind me of stars; you only shine at night when no one is watching." (lower case intended // trigger warning)

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Dan realises something - something he needs to tell Phil. Phil needs to tell Dan how he feels. Will either of them pluck up the courage to tell the other? And what will happen if they do?

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